Twiddling my thumbs waiting is hard with a handful of m&m's!

Well I am still struggling to prepare for the challenge that lies ahead. I dont know how this is going to work with the strange shifts and hours I work. I am scared - but it is something I have to do. I have been doing some research, and reading other blogs about weight loss and in particular sureslim, some inspiration and motivation, but also some harsh realities.

I am finding this to be so hard already - a close friend told me to look on the bright side, I have made the first step, and am in the process of making changes that will be life changing. I am scared! I cant help but feel negative about myself and the process of weight loss. Happy faces!!